I am missing someone

This is my first time missing someone so greatly. She is always in my dreams. I keep on thinking about her. Unfortunately, it's vacation time so we couldn't see each other for two weeks. And we had a bad "good bye".. Anyway, usually, I don't miss anyone before she came into my life. I understand that she has to leave our town and go back to her hometown to celebrate Christmas there with her family. So, it can't be helped. And, usually, before she came into my life, I would say good bye to my friends for a long vacation ahead but I don't get to miss them. We would spend our last day or night together doing things we love to do like playing computer games, hanging out, partying, etc. She's nothing different from what I did to my friends. I spend together with her during her last night here in our town. But, after two days have passed, I still can't take the fact that she's not her with me though she will be back after two weeks. But two weeks is such a long time to wait for her. In short I missed her so much.

I really don't know what she did to me. All we did together is we spent so much time together for the past two weeks. We keep seeing each other day and night. And I would say it started when I saw her in a bar with her friends. My friends and I were in the next table with them. I greeted one of her friend there first than her because I befriended that friend of her before her. Then I said hi to her afterwards. We were classmates in one of my class as well as groupmate for the report of that said class. The first question I asked to her is her name and I followed it up by asking for her number. I did that so that I could contact her with regards to our report by next week. And then she texted me saying "classmate," And then it started in there our communication. I keep on asking her to go out by the next two days but the effort were unsuccessful. And then when class started again, that's when we started our report, we were the two reporters for the group. And that event even strengthen our friendship if I were to say. And then we do constant communication. She plans to join a club in school wherein she asked me to join too. And I said yes to her invitation. I didn't make it in the first test but she did pass the first test and continue the second test. I helped her in the second and third test but sad to say, she didn't make it too. After that, we didn't see each other for a day. And when we meet again, she treated me to lunch. As the days passed with her with me, until there came a time that I confessed to her what I felt for her.

After my confession, each of us feel awkwardness with each other. But we still see each other day and night. And the day when she is about to leave, I spent the whole time with her. And when she left, I didn't get the chance to say good bye personally. And I felt sad about it. So angry too because she didn't give me the chance to say it personal. And now that she is not here anymore, I am deeply feel an emptiness in my self. I am missing her so greatly.