Dota Week

Last week, I was playing dota for the whole week. Starting from Monday until Saturday. The sad part is I keep on losing. I have a losing streak last week. It all started on Monday when friends of mine want to play dota. And then it went on the following days. And each day I have a burden to bear. That bruden is losing. A burden that is so displeasing. A burden that you want to keep on playing dota for by so doing, you might end up winning. Athough I may not be a sore loser. But I was just hoping to win just even once. For the past days as it came closer to Saturday, winning is not in my grasp. And then I ended up to be accustomed with it that losing is just nothing to be ashame of. Not a burden anymore. Just laugh at it and then it would just go away. But on Saturday night, when, at last, I won already. I got this feeling that I am so satisfied. A feeling of joy came into my life for this new year at last. A feeling that I have been longing for. And now that I have it, I would cherish it until it is gone. And then expect that it would come back again in some other time.